April 2013
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eBay is actually amazing for wig shopping, especially for 100% human hair ones
March 2013
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Juuust had to sit and watch my grandad get told that he’s got cancer. March is officially the shittiest month ever.
I feel awful. My mum told me when she found out about MCR this morning she came into my room whilst I was asleep to check if I was still breathing just in case.. =\
She knows that’d never happen.
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I love you, MCR. Always.
standingupformyselfnow asked: You are so pretty, you can draw, and you love MCR. I am jealous of you. I don't have trich but my boyfriend does, and I see the way he struggles and I'm really proud that you both can deal with it.
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Tumblr I’ve neglected you for a while, I’m sorry, but I need you now.
My anxiety has shot through the roof these past three weeks, I’ve been in hospital with my grandad every single day and my trich has been awful.
He finally came home yesterday but me and my mum found out he’s got cancer and we’re trying to hide it from my gran because she’s going through too...
February 2013
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So, I’ve lived with my grandparents my whole life. Eighteen long years. Me and my mum look after them, especially my grandad, he hasn’t been well these past few years, strokes, heart failure, ect. so it’s really stressful, which doesn’t help with the Trich. Though this morning my grandad seemed really good, he actually recognised who I was without having to ask and joked...
January 2013
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ugh stressing about the mikey and MCR break up rumours, undoing all my hard work. how stupid.
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Btw guys I have a new twitter →
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Most girls look forward to taking their bra off at the end of the day; I look forward to taking my wig off
firstandlastsarah asked: Congratulations on telling your mum. I bet it was a big relief, Sarah
frank-and-gerard-deactivated201 asked: *gives you a ginormous hug*
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Okay I told my mum about the eyelashes. She’d already noticed. I cried, we hugged, all good now. (:
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My gran’s in hospital having an operation on both of her eyes today, so I’m feeling really emotional but I can’t let it out because if I cry my mum will see that my eyelashes are gone but at the same time I want her to know ‘cause it always makes me feel better and blah!
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Awkward moment when your parent’s have to unclog the hoover of all the hair that’s in it..
So, I’m an online roleplayer, I roleplay on bebo, so I lead quite a few different lives which is nice to get away from reality. Unless you run into someone that likes making their characters cheat on yours. Now, this one person knows my dad cheated on my mum and left nearly 4 years ago, she knows because of it half of my family don’t talk to each other, she knows cheating, even...
December 2012
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New year. I’ll stop then, for good.
lokidarkfire asked: you can have a hug from me any time, yer beautiful
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So I hadn’t pulled for three days and the craving was getting too much. I thought one hair.. Just one, and then I’d go to sleep. That was at midnight last night.
The next thing I knew, there was a pile of hair on my bed, and it was 5am. Self hatred is at a whole new level right now. I also destroyed my eyelashes again, after a year of not touching them once. -.- I need a hug.
floatingisjess asked: hey, thanks for the follow! I'm always here for you :)
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It’s 4:30am and I’ve got to tell my boss that I’m quitting my job in a few hours. So guess what I’ve been doing for the past 4 hours straight -.-
November 2012
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Maybe the pulling will calm down now the funeral is over and done with. How’s everyone else doing?
cemeterydrivemcr-deactivated201 asked: You like MCR and you have trich? Same. MCR is my life, but I have trich.
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Having to stand in the bathroom and wash my wig is the biggest reminder of what I’ve done to myself.
lokidarkfire asked: I was right, hasnt changed a thing, sept now i know to get you drunk before i propose :P
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Told a woman at work about my trich, my depression, and all the stupid things I’ve done to myself.
Y’know what I found out? She has Trich too! Then she hugged me, aw <3
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Okay last night was kinda terrible but I’m not going to pull any more. Nope. Never again.
October 2012
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Becka leave your eyelashes alone, you have an opticians appointment tomorrow and no eyelashes mean no contact lenses.
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Awkward moment when you want Frank Iero to destroy your hair, then you remember you don’t have enough for that to happen.
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Twitter; @killjoybecka →
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So I’ve discovered that I pull in my sleep. =\
Gonna start a pull free count today.
bottomf33der:
Pulling, pulling, pulling….
I hate myself..
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A few minutes can ruin weeks and months of hard work.
Watchpukingp0ptarts:
stained-red:
ohimtherebabe:
Deadmau5 & Kat Von D talking about Gerard & Lindsey Way’s new cat Blackjack
OMG THEY GOT GERARD A HAIRLESS CAT BECAUSE HE’S ALLERGIC. SQUEALS.
omfg….
I didn’t think I’d ever find any scars. Shit.
September 2012
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killjoys-to-the-end:
singitforfaggots:
Frank...
So I’ve had a busy weekend. Went out with my dad, got drunker than I’ve ever been during our visits to 5 pubs that night. As it got to around 2am I got all emotional, in front of everyone -.-, and cuddled my dad and basically came out to him. Can I just say he’s awesome, seriously. So we carried on drinking and blubbing, I don’t really remember going home but 2 days later...
August 2012
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New website. New logo. YES.
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Okay no, spoke to my mummy instead.
I’m gonna write a list of things that are stupidly bothering me. Might make me feel better.
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39 days (:
